Cici's last night

So Cici left us and this was the last know photograph of her. I decided to wear her XXXXX-small body armor that probably wouldnt fit and infant, but I eventually got it on.

New plans

So I just realized that im going to be here for another 11 months. The walls are starting to close in on me. I need to occupy my time with something. New plan. Lose 50 pounds. 240 to 190. Weight train every day, run every other day and Im about to start my Jiu Jitsu and kickboxing training in a few days. Hopefully with any luck ill be able to compete in an amateur mma competition when i get back to Ohio

Here I am working hard.

Work work work.